FYI-IHYB...

I used to be so strong, I used to be able to do whatever I want, and then I feel like I’ve been broken down little by little. I don’t know what to do. I can’t have him talk to me like this anymore. I just want to be with someone who loves me so much. Okay, whatever, I do think I deserve to be a princess, I think that every girl deserves to be treated like a princess. But you don’t treat me like crap. That’s not okay and that’s not an excuse. Like, I know what I have to do and I know what I want to do, but why can’t I get there? I just don’t know what to do.


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WHAT THE...

I am sooo confused. I don’t know what to do or if should ever do it. (Argh) seems like this week has been very depressing and exhausting =( . I just hope that in time all things and issues will be settled or be over soon. (sigh)


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WITH MY SB BUDDIES...

After an exhausting week I finally had time to relax and just chill out with my friends. This time I’m with my SB buddies; they’re actually my grade school friends and I’m so glad that I’ve kept my friendship with them. So our plan was to just hang out at our fave coffee shop on Saturday night but my other friend was in the mall so we decided to just meet him up there. So when we got there we catch up with the fireworks display, it was so nice watching it with my friends it was so reminiscing. We were in grade school when I first met them and now we’re all in college (except Zeke, well he already graduated). Anyways after the fireworks display we decided to eat up. We had a late dinner then gone to time zone (lol). The night was all about having fun, laughs, food, games, and so much more. I really had a great time and I’m very much comfortable with them. We actually decided to meet up again this Tuesday; they’ll meet me up at my school and just walk around the school (lol). So anyways, later!

OTH...

Sometimes when you're young, you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you, and you have big plans. Big plans. To find your perfect match. The one that completes you. But as you get older, you realize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you realize how the plans you made were simply plans. At the end, when you're looking back instead of forward, you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe that you're leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered.


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WEEK-NESS (LOL)...

Haven’t been updating my blog lately ‘cause I’m kind of busy. This week is ‘midterm week! ‘This means hell’s week is back! (lol). Anyways my sched is so exhausting; I have an exam from Monday to Friday (I so hate this schedule). Anyways, gtg I think I need to exercise my brain. I hope my efforts paid off, I’m soooo tired! So I think I need to unwind after this hell week (lol). So ….Later!.


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SAME OLD WEEK...

I’m soooo tired. Haven’t rewarded myself yet, but I think I need to. Well I’m planning to go out and see a movie with ‘goy. So I just received our group thesis and I’m kind of satisfied about it. There are notes written by my prof to revise and clear up. It was all good ‘cause we had a note that says good and very good! (lol) sweet! Anyways, midterm is coming up and I think I need to prepare for our much waited ‘hell week’ (lol). So I think that’s it for now. Later


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SLEEPOVER...

I love watching chick flicks and films about teenagers. I mostly love the part where friends have a sleepover where they do nothing but fun. Makeover, jumping in the bed, midnight snacks while watching DVDs, talking about boys and cool stuffs that they want. That’s what I’ve been wanting to experience growing up. I don’t have any memory about sleepovers with my friends because for one, I was never allowed to. Even if it’s about my school work or birthday of a friend or just a sleepover at a friends house my parents wont allow me to. My parents are very strict with this topic, I don’t know why this is a major issue to them so anyways I just comply with whatever they say. Well I’m only allowed to sleepovers if it’s in my relatives’ house. So anyway, I had my first overnight stay at my friend’s house just this weekend and it’s because of our thesis. I was like OMG! You’re allowing me to have an overnight with my friends? Is that for real? (lol) so I had my first ever sleepover at the age of 19. I mean what I am doing when I was younger; I only got to experience this stuff at this age and because I have a major school work that will either make or break with my studies. Overnight went well but I didn’t meet my expectations because we are busy doing our thesis. So anyways, I just hope that it’ll be the start of more overnights with friends in the future.



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WHAT A WEEK!...

This week has been very brutal! What a way to welcome the students back! Lol. My classes resume last Jan.04, 2010 I was actually not that excited ‘cause that means I have to wake up 5:30 in the morning to get on time to school for my first subject at 7am. I am really not a morning person but my schedule requires so I compromise. But I usually become pissed when school works piled up I usually work with action plan and time tables which make my work easier. So anyways, this week has been exhausting; quiz on the first day, quiz and research on the second day, the third day (which is supposed to be my rest) became the research day in the National Library for our thesis, on the fourth day revision of thesis and case study and on the fifth day three long exams! I was very much worn out this week. I had sleepless nights thinking about our thesis, I sleep late because I was reviewing for an exam, and my rest day becomes a whole day research and writing of thesis. It’s not that I’m whining or anything it’s just that this week has been really tiring, I was stressed the whole week. My mom even noticed that I looked weak and that she advice me to drink vitamins and don’t force myself to do everything. And because of the stress that I’ve been feeling I easily get irritated with people, but when I’m with my group mates I tend to keep myself cool. I am really stressed right now because my thesis deadline is soon and my groups and I doesn’t have an output yet. I really this week!

P.S. I hope next week will be better!. =)
Positivity



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BACK TO SCHOOL!...

Today is the resume of my class but I’m still not in the mood to get up in 5am holiday season is not yet over for me (lol). Anyways I was able to woke up at around 5am and I think I only got 4 hours of sleep (so much for a back to school!)so as I got to school I was shock ‘cause today we had a short quiz I was like ‘ok is that for real?’ ‘cause our brain was not yet in its usual function but glad to say I was able to answer. I was so sleepy in the class my eyes are so gloomy. I really had a wonderful holiday vacation ‘cause I get to see my grade school friends but then one thing i really missed about going to school are my friends I really missed them a lot ‘cause we never get to see each other during the break. We planned to have our late exchange gift tomorrow and I still don’t have my gifts wrap for them (lol). So that’s it. Later!.


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LAST ROUND!...

So last night I decided to hang-out with my elem friends again I really missed them so we had a last round hang-out before the resume of classes. Zeke and I went to hear mass at the church beside or elementary school we are actually hoping to see other batch mates there and so we did! (What a coincidence) anyways we had a short chat there after that we headed to our friends house to invite him to join us. I also texted my cousin and other friends to meet us, we decided to have a coffee and just chill out. I had a great time ‘cause I’m not sure when will I see them ‘cause we’ll all be busy again with school =(. Anyways that’s all good! Later!..


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