A JOURNEY TO SS3 (PART 1)...

Its five days before Super Junior’s Super Show3 live in Manila. It’s a one night only show so I am really ecstatic to see them perform live especially Babe (my ultimate bias EUNHYUK)  .

I’m really counting the days to Feb.26, 2011 the day where finally I’ll be able to see Super Junior or SuJu. I’m really sooo into them, like whenever I’m online, I have my headphones on with their songs, though I really don’t understand their words I really appreciate their music. I even googled their past and present infos, their profiles and all their activities plus I downloaded their past and present videos and MV’s with subs. Oh I really love Super Junior.

I actually can’t remember when I started liking them. All I know is that I became interested with their music when I first saw their music video “No Other”. That time, I still don’t know the names of the members and all I know is that they’re a group from Korea who sang the famous “Sorry Sorry”. Oh! I remember! My cousin told me that we used to make fun of that song during our summer OJT, I think that was time SuJu first came here in the Philippines for the SS2. But I wasn’t a fan that time. My other cousin told me that we used to sing the ‘sorry sorry’ part when we were in Hong Kong; I was like… “Did I… really?” At some point I knew that I saw them on tv… and I’m like… is that really a boy group? They’re 13 that time… I think… an unusual number for a boy group. Anyhow those are the days… when I was still not a fan.

But now… I’m a certified elf and a jewel (hihihi). I remember when I first heard about SJ’s concert here in the Philippines… I was like… I HAVE TO BE THERE... I wanna watch that concert sooo bad. I tried my best to save up for the concert but I knew the concert a bit late… so I got short with my budget, but I was really determined to have a ticket. So without second thought… I went online… reserved an SVIP ticket (which cost around 8k) though my money isn’t enough.

It was December 1 when I reserved a SS3 ticket online… and tomorrow I’ll have a quiz in one of my major subject. That time I was reading my lessons but nothing retains in my mind. My mind set was… on how to get enough money to pay for my reserved ticket. My mom saw me crying while reviewing; I told my mom that I already reserved a ticket but my savings are not enough. My family knew that I was planning to watch the concert and that I are really a big fan of SuJu. I even asked my sisters to lend me money and promised to return it to them… but to my surprise… they just gave it to me and I don’t need to pay it back to them (hihihihi) (so thanks ates!!..) but still my money isn’t enough. I was so sad that I didn’t realize that I was crying while reviewing. I think my mom was heartbroken when she saw me crying for that ticket alone… so the next day before I went to school with a sad face… my parents asked me how much more do I need to purchase my reserved ticket… so I told them that I still need this certain amount… and to my surprise… my mom handed me her ATM card... my mom told me to withdraw the amount I need… I was sooo happy that time… that finally I’ll be able to pay my reserved ticket and that I’ll be able to watch SJ’s concert.

On the way to school… I admit I really cannot hide my smiling face… I was sooo happy and ecstatic… so during my lunch break I sneak off to the nearest mall to get my ticket. I was December 2, 2010 when I got my SS3 ticket… I really cannot explain the happiness I felt while holding that precious ticket of mine. I’m really glad that I finally have my ticket; I am also thankful to my family for supporting me financially (hihihihi)…

Anyhow… I’m really excited for the concert… finally!!!...  I still have A LOT to tell… but I think I’ll save it for another entry… hihihihi…

I’m sooo ready for SS3!!!... see you soon SJ!!..  @HappiNelz



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ACTIVE SATURDAY...

It’s jam-packed Saturday. My day start at 7am, wore up early today ‘cause I have tons to do, good thing I started my day with a heavy breakfast…hehehe… I dind’t noticed that it’s pay day today so my sister treat us for breakfast. Anyhow, after breakfast I meet up with my college friends Jas and Mhela. Today’s task is to help out my Beef (Beef is what my friend Jeneva and I call each other… short for bestfriend…hehehe) and Gel ‘cause they are our block’s representative for our upcoming Psych Day. Their pictorial is scheduled today at 10 am; I did Beef’s hair and make-up (with the help of Mhela and Jas) plus I did style them both. I think I did pretty well with their outfits and make-up…hehehe… anyhow we arrived a bit late at the venue ‘cause we got stuck on traffic jam. The location of the pictorial is an outdoor shoot, good the thing the weather cooperates… the shot took place quite longer than I expected but I think Beef and Gel did a good job and they definitely look good..Like seriously… I was so proud of them and myself …hehehe… after the shoot Beef, Mhela, Jas and I went to mall for lunch, hang-out for a while and watch a movie entitled “Parasite” which is such a gross movie. There are scenes in the movie which I really cannot look at… sooo gross… anyhow after the movie I went straight to attend a mass; it was Fr. Mike who lead the mass and today is actually his birthday… hehehe… anyhow… Fr. Mike’s homily is something about being parasite and all… which made me smile ‘cause I remember what I watched earlier… talking about coincidence…hahaha… anyhow… today is such a tiring day… but hey … I don’t mind.. I really had fun today… so I guess that’s it… later… 



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SINGLE ON VDAY???...

It's almost Valentine's Day and I know that there are people out there who will be spending the day of love with a broken heart or without ‘someone special’ by his/her side. Cheer up, you guys! I know that there are no words that could comfort you and lessen the pain that you are feeling. Blab as much as you can about how it hurts. Cry if you have to, but find strength and hope in Him. Know that He is preparing somebody who fits you the best.

I have a secret to tell...*_* I pray for my future lifetime partner. I pray that someday someone will find me and be there by my side for a lifetime. But unfortunately I haven’t found him, but of course I’m not in a hurry, besides I’m enjoying my status now ‘cause I get to independent. I enjoy being single, I have all the time to go out with my friends without anyone forbidding me. Commitment is just a strong word; it something that should be kept and of course trust is a must in every relationship.

I may be single for Valentines Day… but hey I don’t mind… I have my girlfriends to hang-out with. So to all the single ladies… have fun on VDay… go out with your friends… you don’t have to be in a relationship to enjoy Valentines Day.

All the single ladies… now put your hands up!!... ♥


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CHIBI BABE...

~~♡ AllRiseSilver


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FOR HIM... FOR HER...

This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel, Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that is there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter whom they are, because it hasn't happened to them and even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that it’s not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...
The question is… is he/she worth it??...


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LATE FOR 2010???...

It’s been a year since my last entry, things have change. Good thing I still remember my password for my blog. I really miss writing for my blog; I think it’s a therapy for me; to release all my stress and feelings.
For 2010… I had a blast! I had my first out of the country trip, my first overnight at friend’s house and had the best birthday celebration. As for my studies, I think I did pretty well; I maintain my high grades plus I think I did improve.
I think 2010 has been good to me. But of course there are certain things that I cannot control. Early 2010 one of my closest friend had an issue with me. I actually forgot how this thing happened; all I know is that it’s not my fault. Either way, I’m just saddened with the fact that I lost one of my closest friends. She suddenly became cold and treated me like we’ve never been close. I hate the fact that because of a petty fight you’ll throw away the friendship and the memories you had together. I did reach out to her, but I think she build up a wall between the two of us. From closest friends we suddenly became just an acquaintance. I hate to think that I already lost her…
But as they say once you’ve lost you’ll find… this 2010 I gained lots of friends; those who I just usually pass-by suddenly became one of my closest friends. It’s strange how a person suddenly became a part of your life and makes you happy just being part of it. Never had I imagined that we’ll be the way we are now. Every time we’re together all I feel is happiness.
In spite of all the things that happened in 2010, I am very much thankful that I had these challenges because it just made me a better person. As for people who stood by me for the past year, I thank all of them and hope they’ll still be by my side for the coming years.
2010 thanks for the rocking year!!!...

Whoot hoot


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