WHAT...

OMG! It’s already August and I haven’t been updating my blog. Well my laptop was busted for a month so I really had an entry for a month. Anyhow for almost two months that I haven’t had an entry there’s a lot to write about. First is my birthday celebration; I had an awesome time for my birthday, dinner with my families and friends. Anyhow this sem is a busy one for me; I have lots of school work which is totally stressful; thesis, research, reports, presentation and on-the-job training. My routine this sem is mostly about school work and home works, I am really stress about our thesis ‘cause we have a deadline and we had a hard time finding the right respondents for our thesis. Anyhow I just hope that we pass this sem ‘cause I’m already in my last year in school so I really hope that I’ll be able to pass all my subjects this sem. Later.



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SENIOR YEAR...

First day of class for me, and I think the day went well. I was late to go back to school this semester because I was out of the country when my classes started. I think I missed two meeting in every subject; I really have a lot to catch up with. Anyhow I am very thankful about my friends because they updated me about school works and they’re very much willing to help me with my homework. I actually wasn’t in the mood to go to school the night before, I only bought all my school stuff such as notebook and school shoes and stuff just a night before my first day of class (lol). Anyways, I’m really excited to see my friends again, that’s what I’m looking forward at school (lol). I think first day for me is ok, I met two of my professors plus I get to hang out again with my friends. I missed school but most of all I missed my friends. This year will be my last school year, I’m a senior student! I really have to work hard this sem, I just hope that at the end of the year I’ll look back with my four years in my university with pride that I survive PLM with all my hard work, perseverance and dedication. Later!



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IHYMB...

As I walk on by, I remember the good times; when we were the happiest and now, he’s difficult to me. And wonder, how he could be mean to the person that loves him more than he could ever imagine. After all the things that I’ve been through, I Still Love That Heart Breaking Boy. :(



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I LOVE HK!!!...

Hong Kong is so much fun… So for my last getaway for this summer I went to Hong Kong with some members of my family. We left last June 06 through Cebu Pacific flight 5J118 the flight from Manila to Hong Kong is two hours I admit I was kind of bored with he flight it’s the longest flight that I’ve been. Anyhow when we reach HK international airport I was amazed cause their airport is so big and very high tech. Anyways I really enjoyed my stay in Hong Kong; I get to visit most of the beautiful places their such as the Temple Market, Victoria Harbor, The Symphony of Light Show, The Peak, The Peak Tram, HK Zoological and Botanical garden, HK Avenue of Star, Tour around Old Hong Kong, Ride the Star Ferry, HK Disneyland and my favorite HK Ocean Park! I really love Hong Kong it’s a place where you can just walk along the way with your most comfortable outfit without anyone bothering you plus the city is so clean and you won’t get hungry or anything cause everywhere there’s a place to eat. Hong Kong is beautiful in day time but more beautiful at night. I really enjoyed my five day stay in Hong Kong and surely it’ll not be the last that I’ll be visiting Hong Kong. Till the next stop! I <3 HK!!.. <3

WITH GURLFRIENDS!...

It’s nice to catch up with your friends whom you know that even if you don’t see or talk to them that much, you still have the same bond and friendship that you had with your friends; I think that really is a true friendship. My HS friends and I have been planning a get-together; we planned it like I think first week of May but it usually just get postponed because of some conflict with the sched. And after two weeks we finally agreed on the sched and met up yesterday. My girlfriends (HS friends) and I met up somewhere near my place then headed to trinoma, eat lunch, picture to the max and shopping. After 5 hours at the mall, we decided to hang out at my place; we bought ice cream and chips and just uploaded our pics then pics from my laptop and chikahan to the max! I almost forgot, Jen cooked dinner for us she mad chicken adobo (yum!). I really missed them, there’s just something about HS friends that I can’t explain. I’m really happy that I still have connection with them. Nothing beats HS friends!

CERTIFIED SENIOR...

So today is my schedule for the enrollment, I actually wasn’t that excited about my enrollment cause for one reason; the enrollment in my school is so time-consuming like even if go there earlier you’ll still finish late. I really hate it but I cannot do anything about it so I just comply and try to be calm always. Anyhow at least the weather today is kind of fine and good thing I have my closest friends with me. So I went to school at around 9am then start off as soon as I got in the office. I’m really disappointed with the enrollment system in my school; to sum it all I was in school today at around 9am-5pm just to enroll. Well that’s how it goes and I think this enrollment is the worst…lol. Anyhow my friends and I didn’t have a chance to hang out somewhere because we’re all tired from the enrollment process. With all the exhaustion and irritation that we’ve been through…At least now I can say ‘I am a Certified Senior Student!”.
Later,.




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TWO WEEKS...

Haven’t updated my blog for a while. This week has been tough, lots of things going on my mind right now and I hate it. Anyways, at least before the summer ends I’ll have my ultimate vacation! Yey! Well I’ll be leaving with my sister, aunt and cousin in two weeks for our Hong Kong Trip; I am so excited it’ll be my first out-of-the country trip. We’ll be staying in Hong Kong for five days but I think we have plans on going to Macau too. Anyways I am really so excited to visit all the beautiful places there and of course I really have to visit HK Disneyland!(lol) and shopping! Anyhow wish me luck! =)



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CHARICE SINGS JUSTIN BIEBER'S 'BABY'...

Filipino Pride... Go CHARICE!!!...CHARICE SINGS JUSTIN BIEBER'S 'BABY'

ELECTION 2010...

Election Day. Everyone in the country is entitled with the freedom to vote. This election 2010 is different and special at the same time first; this will be first time that the national election will be automated which means no more long mins of writing the name of the candidates and no more manual counting, you just have to shade the oval before the name of your chosen candidate for a specific position. This is not as complicated as it seems you just have to follow the guidelines provided by the officials cause if you don’t your vote will not be counted. Anyhow the second reason why this election is special because I got to experience to vote for national positions first time (yey) awesome.
The night before the election I already prepared my list just like everyone in the family does. Honesty, I wasn’t that excited to vote cause from what I’ve heard the line is so long and that there are certain problems to encounter at the precint. Anyhow, the day of the election came May 10, 2010. The whole family went to our precint at around 7:3am, good thing we already know our precint. We waited for around an hour for name to be called then headed to the voting area. Overall I think the election went ok for its first ever automated election though it took us almost 2 and a half hours to vote, I think all the waiting and the uncomfortable weather is worth it. Anyhow, after we voted the family headed to the nearest fastfood to have breakfast. Anyways, my view in this election was we all have to exercise our right to vote for the betterment of our country. This election I am proud to say; I Voted!.. for the best…for a clean government…and for the successes and peace for the nation.



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'BOK'...

Let’s face it, we’ve changed, we’ve all changed. Somewhere between summer ending and school starting, we’ve all gone our own directions and experienced something apart. Hearts were broken, friendships were diminished, and new loves started and new people came into our lives. We no longer spend all of our time together in our circle of friends; we no longer talk for hours about nothing at all. Some of us are finding love while some of us are trying to let go.

But this summer has been very difficult, I don’t why this happened and I even forgot how it all started. All I know is that I am willing to forget all the things that has been said and done just to have you back. You told us that you cannot bring back what we had before but I’m saying that we don’t have to get back to the way we are before; we just have to continue where we left off. I am, you are truly my friend and I am hurting right now because I am missing the friend whom I know. Do you think throughout this summer I haven’t thought of you and what really happened to us, I mean I am really bothered and saddened with our situation right now. All I want to say is that we are still here for you, that nothing has changed we’re still the same old friends that you knew. Honesty, I think this is just a trial to our friendship and I really hope that you will not let go. We’ve been through a lot; we can surpass this trial… together. I really miss you a lot; it’s different not talking to you because I am so used to the fact that you’re always there for me to listen to my problems, my happiness and even my complains. It’s just very unusual not talking to you for so long.

I really hoped that we’ll survive this trial; because I still want you to be a part of my life. I hope that no matter where this crazy world takes us and no matter what happen nothing will change so much that we are all still be friends because honesty, my friendship with you is worth saving.

I really miss you… the one person who calls me ‘bok’.



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SIGH...

Sometimes when I say "I'M OKAY".. I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tights and say "I KNOW YOU'RE NOT"... (sigh)

SUMMER ESCAPADE...

Err.. what is wrong with me, I’ve been staring at my empty doc with nothing to write. I think I need an inspiration (lol). Anyways, I really had a great weekend, so last Sunday (May 2) the whole family finally had a summer outing, we were actually scheduled to have a family outing a week earlier but due to some unexpected circumstances our trip got delayed for a week, anyways, at least it was pushes through. Every year our family (the whole family, including my cousins and aunts and uncles) has a summer outing, this year was the best because my other cousins also joined us in the outing. Our destination for this trip was at Canyon Cove at Nasugbu Batangas. I think they call the place ‘Little Guam’ because of the powdery white sand and the natural beauty of the place. Anyways, the place is so stunning plus there are lots of activities that you can do like Jet Ski, snorkeling, Sailing, Scuba Diving, Parasailing and the famous Banana Boat. Me and my cousins got to experience Banana boat, it was so cool it’s actually my first time to ride on the banana boat and I really enjoyed it. So after the banana boat ride and long hours of swimming in the pool and to the gorgeous beach we had a buffet lunch at the place. The food was great and the ambiance was so relaxing. After lunch we got back to the beach and just relaxed. I really enjoyed the place and the quality time I had with the whole family. So anyways, we left the place before dinner then had a stop over at Tagaytay to have a dinner. Dinner at Tagaytay was great we had Bulalo there and just enjoyed the view. Overall, I really had a great day and I’m looking forward to the next summer outing we’ll have next year!lol.. later!.



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JOURNAL-SUMMER OJT...

On the job training, every summer, junior Psychology students of Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila is required to have 150 hours of on-the-job training in industrial setting. Honestly, I didn’t know what to expect in an on-the-job training, though of course my professors told us some past juniors’ experiences in their on the job training I still wasn’t sure what to experience if I’ll be on the position. Finding a company to apply to is not that difficult but the process of completing the papers and signatories from the school is a bit difficult. Our school required us to be at least of a group of 2 or more in a certain company. There are couple of companies that my friends and I went to, I remember when I had my first interview I was so nervous but I think I delivered well because I know that I prepared for the interview. Before the Holy Week start I finally had a company where I’ll be spending a month as a trainee. The company that I was in is People Depot Inc. an outsourcing and recruitment company located at Makati City.
It’s April 5, the day when I had my first day at people Depot as a trainee. I was actually excited at the same time nervous on the way to People Depot, good thing I know that my friend Cat will be on the same company as me. As I entered People Depot I noticed that the there are only few of them who works in the company but I think the work place is conducive. On my first week I was assigned to the Human Resource Group, the main duties and responsibilities of the group is to source out and recruit candidates for possible employment in one of the company’s client. My first task was to sort out candidates at jobopenings for the Call Center Agent position. I also called up candidates to screen them if they are qualified for the position. I think my first day was good though at first I was like ‘nangangapa’ with what to do with the candidates and what to ask and all. But the people in the company are very much helpful with us and they really expose us in the field of recruitment.

On the next day (April 6), my task was to sort out candidates still at jobopenings for the Industrial Engineer position. I also called up candidates to screen them if they are qualified for the position. The day went well until the air-conditioning system failed. And everyone felt uneasy because of the situation, but I think everyone did function well even though we had that situation.

It’s Wednesday, (April 7) I went to office early with Cat and still the air-conditioning system is not yet working. My task for the day is to sort out candidates for the position of Web Developer then called up candidates to screen them if they are qualify for the position. Then make a profile summary for the qualified candidates.

Thursday (April 8) still the same, I went to office earlier then off to my task for the day which is to sort out candidates for the Data Analyst position then called up candidates to screen them if they are qualify for the position. Then make a profile summary for the qualified candidates.

After my first four days at People Depot I think I’m well adjusted with the workplace, the people in the office and the tasks given to me. My only concern is the air-conditioning system, it’s still not functioning though the office provided us with an industrial fan which is a great help. Other than that I think I had a productive week.

For the second week of my on-the-job training (April 12-16), I was assigned to sort out candidates for the position of Contact Center Agent, Accounting Assistant, Data Analyst and Data Processor. I also had a phone interview with the candidates to screen if they are qualified for the position. Then I also made their profile summary and curriculum vitae formatted. I think I endorsed quite a number of qualified candidates. I think second week is better because now I know what to do with the curriculum vitae and what to ask with the candidates and also I think I already gained confidence in phone interviews with the candidates. Though sometimes there are candidates who are not in a good mood while I’m talking to but most of the candidates that I’ve talked to are very much accommodating and cooperative.

For the third week (April 19-23), Cat and I exchanged tasks. I am now under the Sales and Marketing Group. My task for the whole week is Telemarketing which is a method of direct marketing in which a salesperson solicits to prospective customers to buy services over the phone. There are different companies that I’ve talked to, some of them are large companies and some are not. Some will give their email add or fax and some will not. I’ve also experienced to wait for long because usually an operator will answer the phone and will connect to the HR Department then no one will pick up the phone. I think I did well in telemarketing. Though I must say I am more interested in recruitment and interviews than telemarketing.

For the fourth week (April 26-27) I was assigned to perform telemarketing I also follow-up on the companies that we sent a proposal, some of them are accommodating but some are too busy to read our proposal. On the third day of the week (April 28) Ms. Reine asked me to accompany her at one of our client at Pioneer in Mandaluyong for the vendor event. On the next day (April 29) I was asked to help with the HR Group to screen candidates for the Data Analyst and Accounting Assistant position and I also formatted the candidates’ curriculum vitae.

Overall I think this experience has taught me a lot. Working is never an easy task, I’ve always wonder what will be my career in the future. I have lots of dreams in life that are sometimes impossible to reach. I never taught that with this experience as a trainee will make me realize that everything can be achieved through hard work and perseverance. I must admit that at first I was uneasy and nervous with my on-the-job training because this will be the first time that I’ll be dealing or be a part of the “corporate world”. It’s different when you have the experience first hand. Honestly at first I wasn’t looking forward with my on-the-job training, I mean it’s summer I prefer to rest the whole summer and have a vacation somewhere else. But as days go by I actually getting into the ‘office work’ of course there are times that I feel exhausted and sometimes bored. But I realized that this training is a preparation for my future career and that I am fortunate enough that the company that I’m in is giving me an exposure and experience that will surely be a help for us professionally. I also enjoyed my stay in People Depot because of my friend Cat, I mean she’s always been my ever loyal and trusted friend. And I am so glad that I had this on-the-job training experience with her. As for the people in People Depot, I think they’re all very nice and accommodating. I really learned a lot from them, I admire their passion for their work, I also noticed that they are very much focused with their work. For almost a month of my stay in People Depot as a trainee the experience has taught me a lot of things, not just about the ‘corporate world’ but also in dealing with different personalities. I also gained experience that will surely be a help for me and also I think People Depot is a place where I utilized my knowledge and skills and improve them for my future career. As for me, I think I’ll leave People Depot with a smile and I will surely not forget all the things I’ve learned and the experience I gained when I go back to school as a senior student. This summer has been very productive for me; I really enjoyed my summer because of this experience. Good Luck, Good Love, Summer OJT… now signing off…


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THIS IS WHAT IT IS...

Just got home! It’s been two weeks since I updated my blog, oh well can’t blame me because I am so busy this month. I’m still having my ojt good thing I have my super friend Catz with me in the same company and my other super friends plus my cousin just a block away from our company. From Mondays-Fridays my routine was always like; got up around 6am then off to office at around 8am. I am usually early for my work, my cousin and I go to office together. Anyways, so around 12nn I eat lunch with my super friends and cousin then back to office after an hour. My office hours is 9 hours including break but Catz and I usually have an overtime to wait for our other friends who will be out 30mins after our office hour. I usually home at around 7:30pm eat dinner (sometimes not) then off to bed at around 10pm. Then the next day routine continues (lol). Almost forgot, last week I get a chance to have a coffee with my cousin and a friend, well he’ll be out of the country for two weeks so he wanted to hang out. Anyways, my super friends (including my cousin) also had a chance to go malling after work, that is actually Friday night there’s actually a mini-concert in the mall that night so we just hang out there watched the band play and I must say I really like that band so I was glad that I had a chance to watch them live since I haven’t had a ‘social life’ cause of work (lol). Anyways, I think the week went fast, Catz and I already switched job in the office and I’m kinda bored with what I’m doing right now (lol) just kidding.
So earlier today I have to leave early in the office to report in my school, it’s a weekly task conducted by our department head. It’s just like reporting or sharing what you’ve experienced in the company that you’re in and if there are problems or difficulties that you’re experiencing in the company. Our department head also gave us task for the day; which is to present a sample interview. I was actually called to be the interviewer for the second pair, which is a not-so-okay/okay task for me (can’t tell why) it’s not about the interview or something I mean I do interviews in the company so I already have a background or idea on what to ask in the interview, it’s just that…agh! I really can’t tell. Anyhow, our department seemed to be surprised/glad with our performance he even congratulated us for a job well done. It was nice to receive those kind of feedback form our head and even from my classmates cause you know that you’re working hard to improve and gain experience within the company that you’re in. Anyways, I think the day went well I also get to see some of my classmates today and had picture taken with them, good thing I brought my camera with me. Anyways, I think that’s it for now. I better sleep; I still have to work tomorrow (lol). Later! =)



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3rd DAY IS WORST DAY (LOL)...

Just got home from the office, this past two days had been very exhausting and suffocating (lol) cause the air condition system in the office is not working and I sooo hate it. I can’t work properly cause I’m not comfortable in the workplace it’s soooo hot (like literally). But I must day today is worst, aircon is not yet fixed, then when my friend and I had a lunch out the elevator is under repair so we have to use the stairs from 8th floor to the ground it was sooo exhausting, then late afternoon the power in the building shut off. It was sooo suffocating inside the office cause we don’t have an open window inside it’s all glass widow. Anyway it was just my third day as an intern and I felt like I’ve been working there for a month now, everyday is soo jam packed, I have loads of things to do. So anyways, at least I have a friend beside me and a friend at other building, we usually have lunch together. With this internship I really feel that I am working as an employee in a company and not just a trainee which is a good and bad at the same time (lol). Anyways, I’m soo tired right now, so update you guys tomorrow. Later!


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FIRST DAY!...

Today is my first day of OJT, I must say I didn’t expect that it would be that tiring (lol). Anyways, I am assigned at the Human Resource Group in one of the leading recruitment company in the Philippines (wohoo). I’m a bit disappointed with myself today cause I came in the office late cause I got stuck in traffic jam. So anyways at first I don’t know how to deal with them, but when I was oriented and introduced to the rest of the team I felt easily accepted and relaxed in our workplace. My task for the day was to sort out and call up candidates for a job opening to a multinational company here in the Philippines. At first I don’t know how to do it and what to say to the candidates. I took me a while before I made my first call, I was nervous then but my superior is very much helpful with me. Anyways, I think my first day went well though I left early because I have an appointed with the DFA to get my passport. The day went well but after I left DFA I got disappointed with someone whom I supposed to meet later that afternoon, I don’t want to be detailed with it but I was really disappointed with them. Anyways, I am so tired right now and my feet are hurting (lol). i really feel challenge with my training now, I hope to gain more knowledge and experience with fun in this OJT. later.



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NONE...

So one of my closest friend and I are not in speaking terms. I must say this situation is very much got into my nerves; there are times when before I sleep at night I’ve been thinking what really happened in our friendship. I don’t want to be detailed with this because I very much value my friendship with her, it’s just that there are circumstances that we don’t have control and it just turned out to an ugly scenario. Anyways, I think that we’re just both stressed with school work and all and we just both missed each other. Anyways, it’s been two weeks since I spoke to her and I’m actually not sure when will I’ll able to talk to her personally cause we’ll both be busy this summer with our OJT. I just hope that we’ll be ok soon. I hope.



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ECLIPSE!...

Soooo ready for Twilight Saga: Eclipse...

JUNIORS '09-10...

Every trial is bearable by those who will exert 100% effort. I can still remember when I went to school and met up with my friends to enroll for our junior year. We were all very excited to be in the same classroom again, but to our disappointment, we were not on the same block. Two of my closest friends are not on the same block as mine and our schedule was different that means we don’t get to see each other that often. Though we’re not block mates anymore, we still keep in touch with each other and even plan to met up every once in a while. At first it was difficult for us to adjust, because for one, two of my closest friends are on the other block and secondly third year students are reshuffled, there are people that I really don’t know. As the first sem goes by I actually began to adapt with the whole “three-two” and gain friends within the room. First sem is more of the adjusting period, because of the new faces that are in the same room. But I think everyone had adjusted very well and that everyone had their place in the class. The first for months of the third year passed too quickly, I didn’t even recognize that 2nd sem is coming. Coming from the semestral break, we thought that the batch will also be reshuffled, but that didn’t happen. Second semester has been very busy and challenging for us, most of our subjects are major, so we have to perform well in class; quizzes, long tests, group projects, reporting, case study, midterm, finals and the most awaited thesis writing and defense. I can still recall the time when we got back from Christmas break that was the time when all third year Psych students are in hectic schedule. I think that was the times were I was exhausted everyday of the week (lol). Anyways, of course there are also happy and exciting days which made our lives easier and enjoyable (lol). I also had my first sleep-over at my friend’s house this sem because of our thesis (lol). Anyways, this sem year has been a roller coaster ride; I’ve experienced the ups and downs of college life. If someone will ask me what’s the most difficult year I had at PLM it would be my third year (lol). I am actually proud of myself for finishing this sem, I really had a blast! Overnights, lunch outs, laughter and most specially the strong bond that I shared with my closest friends are the ones that made my third year life memorable. It was fun riding with you guys, I really appreciate you. See you all next sem!..


Good Luck
Good Love

Juniors 09-10
Now Signing Off

APPROVED!!>>>

OMG school day is almost over. But I can’t feel that it’s actually is. So today is the most awaited day for us third year from BS-Psychology ‘just kidding’ it’s actually the most nerve-wracking of our school days because thesis defense is scheduled today. Last night I had an interview for my OJT if I’m not mistaken I had an interview from three different companies, I was out the whole day and I didn’t had a chance to study our thesis. So anyways I got finished with my all of my interviews at around 6 pm. Then I headed back to my school to my group mates for the final presentation and practice for our thesis defense. Actually we didn’t had much practice ‘cause I wasn’t able to memorize my parts. So anyways, I got home at around 10pm, had my late dinner, prepared my outfit for the defense then off to study our thesis. I was actually exhausted that time so I ended up sleeping at the time I was studying. Good thing I had my mobile phone to alarm at 2:30 am. So I woke up around 3am memorized my parts and then off to bed again at around 5am. I am supposed to meet my group mates at school at around 8am, but I woke up around 7am then off to school at 8am. Anyways, by the time I got to school I wasn’t really that nervous. To the make the long story short, our group was the 8th presenter so that was after lunch. By the time we are next, I suddenly felt all the nervousness in the world. Good thing my group mates and I was able to overcome the tension that we feel and I really think that we did a great job in presenting our proposed study. So anyways the panels are seemed to be interested in our topic they just had a comment about certain technicalities about our study which is actually just minors. I was actually surprised and glad when one of the panelists congratulated us for our study and that they approve with our study. My group mates and I were so happy and relieved the time we got finished. We are so proud of ourselves that we are able to defend our study and that because we received good feedbacks from the panelists. We ended the day with a treat for ourselves and I think we deserve to take a break after a month long preparation for out thesis. Thesis defense done!(whew) Finals next week and OJT on April!..
Good Luck!!...



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LOADS OF TASKS...

Haven’t been updating my blog, Whew Is it summer already? ‘Cause I already feel the extreme heat of the sun. Anyways, I’ve been very much busy this past week. Classes are almost over for this sem but I still have loads of things to do, thesis defense, application for OJT, case study, projects and review for the finals. Agh this sem has been really very brutal! Anyways, I can’t do anything about it. I have to comply. So now my agenda for tomorrow is to apply on different companies for my OJT this summer. It will be my first time to apply to anything and I’m quite excited and nervous at the same time.. so wish me luck! (Cross-finger). Anyhow, I and my group mates are planning to have an overnight stay at my friend’s house to prepare for our upcoming thesis defense which is on Thursday. I’m actually very nervous about this defense thing ‘cause I don’t know if I and my group mates can deliver this and if we can overcome our tension when we face the panels. I have a group mate who’s very scared in facing panels and even in reports she was very nervous. So I’m a bit concern about her if she can deliver properly. Anyways, I can say that my group mates and I have a good working relationship we’re all very cooperative and we compromise with each other. I hope our efforts paid off this coming Thursday. Anyways, I’m also worried about our OJT this summer, cause up to now I still don’t have a company to attend (sigh). I hope I’ll be able to process everything and finish my requirements this week. ‘cause final exam is just in a week. Agh!.



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YOU...

I thought I knew you, but I guess it's easier to see what we want than to look for the truth. You think you know me, but you don't. And that means that you don't know what I can do. You see me as someone has all the answers. That's not true. I may not always know what I'm doing, but I'll try to make things better. And when I make a mistake, because face it, we all do, I promise I'll ask for your help. I can't do this alone, but if you'll take a chance on me we can do great things together. I promise if you believe in me I'll find the courage to reach for your every dream.



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CAN'T WAIT FOR THE MONTH OF JUNE!...

Counting the days!!...

June 06 is the date!!...
can't wait!...


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IHYMP...

Psych day!..
-tired
-bored
-bored
-bored

lol...


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VDAY IS FAMILY DAY...

Just got back from Cebu, I arrived at around 6 am in the morning from a 45 minute flight. Good thing I got to attend in my first class which was 7am. I’m kind of exhausted right now, haven’t got enough sleep. Anyways, Cebu trip was so much fun. I was with my eldest sister; we left last Thursday for Cebu, my tita and cousin Samantha fetch us in the airport then went to Ormoc a 2 hour boat ride. Then the next day we went back to Cebu. I was so excited on the way back to Cebu ‘cause finally after a long 6 years I got to see my younger cousins there. Anyways we tried zip line there and ate at a local barbeque house. The food there was great I really had fun. Plus I got to celebrate Valentine’s Day/ my lolo (granpa’s) birthday together with the rest of my family. It was really a trip to remember. I think that was the first time we celebrated my lolo’s birthday as a whole family. I really enjoyed my stay there; I got to bond with my cousins who were very ‘makulit’-sweet-mabait cousins. They’re actually spending summer vacation here in Manila with us, and I can’t wait to see them again. I’m missing them so much. (sigh). Can’t wait for the summer! Later.



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NOTHING...LOL...

Cebu on Thursday!..
Can’t wait.. I’m sooo excited… that would be my second time to go there. I love travelling. And Cebu is one of my most fave places to go to. Anyways, I had a great time today. My friend and I are very much ok now. She already apologized to me, so that’s it. Later.


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HEAVY LOAD...

Whoever says Friendship is easy has obviously never had a true friend. A friend is one who walks in when others walk out. Obviously, all friends fight, because there is no perfect friendship. When I fight with my friends it’s usually about petty things such as what movies to watch, what to do after class, or arguing over different opinions. We usually just solve the problem by compromising. But when you think of it, it’s good to fight, because everything is normal, and for me it brings friends closer together. When it’s all resolved, you have a stronger bond, and it just feels good to not be fighting anymore. So yesterday I had a small ‘issue’ to one of my closest friend, a really petty thing. So before it gets any worst I just did not talk and walked out. For me it’s my way of saying ‘I need to cool down, I don’t want to hurt you or say anything that I might regret’ so I walk-out. I think my friend took it in a wrong way, I admit I was offended in what she said. I mean I was used to her being like that I usually just compromise but I was so tired, sleepy, stressed and all that time that I got really upset about what she told me, she even delivered her lines in the wrong way. So anyways, she should know why I walked-out. Of all people she should know me better, I mean we’re very much close and we understand each other. I was actually just waiting for her simple text of apology and everything will be the same. But then I waited for nothing. She did not text me and she did not even talked to me the next day. Anyways, I was just bothered by her actions. Anyways, I’m not used to this setting when I know my friend has an ‘issue’ with me. As for me I will just wait for her apology and that will be it. I don’t have any hard feelings now to her. I actually missed her. Well that’s friendship; sometimes you have to experience this situation to make your friendship better and stronger. I It's better to work the problems out than to stop being friends altogether.


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IHTD!...

This week has been very brutal, tiring, exhausting, stressful and so much more. So last Tuesday my friends and I had an overnight stay at one of my friend’s house to revise our thesis (for the third time) and to prepare for our presentation. Well we had a great time though very tiring we still took time to do stupid stuffs, pictures and all (lol). So anyways, I just got home today (it’s Thursday) and I am soooo tired. Before the overnight I actually got sick; I think it’s because of fatigue. Well I have to deal with it, third year is the most difficult and tiring year for me. So anyways, I haven’t had my sleep yet. I’m still awake its 30 hours now (agh) I still have paper works and exams to do for my tomorrow’s class. I hope I pull it off. So wish me luck!. Later!..


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FYI-IHYB...

I used to be so strong, I used to be able to do whatever I want, and then I feel like I’ve been broken down little by little. I don’t know what to do. I can’t have him talk to me like this anymore. I just want to be with someone who loves me so much. Okay, whatever, I do think I deserve to be a princess, I think that every girl deserves to be treated like a princess. But you don’t treat me like crap. That’s not okay and that’s not an excuse. Like, I know what I have to do and I know what I want to do, but why can’t I get there? I just don’t know what to do.


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WHAT THE...

I am sooo confused. I don’t know what to do or if should ever do it. (Argh) seems like this week has been very depressing and exhausting =( . I just hope that in time all things and issues will be settled or be over soon. (sigh)


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WITH MY SB BUDDIES...

After an exhausting week I finally had time to relax and just chill out with my friends. This time I’m with my SB buddies; they’re actually my grade school friends and I’m so glad that I’ve kept my friendship with them. So our plan was to just hang out at our fave coffee shop on Saturday night but my other friend was in the mall so we decided to just meet him up there. So when we got there we catch up with the fireworks display, it was so nice watching it with my friends it was so reminiscing. We were in grade school when I first met them and now we’re all in college (except Zeke, well he already graduated). Anyways after the fireworks display we decided to eat up. We had a late dinner then gone to time zone (lol). The night was all about having fun, laughs, food, games, and so much more. I really had a great time and I’m very much comfortable with them. We actually decided to meet up again this Tuesday; they’ll meet me up at my school and just walk around the school (lol). So anyways, later!

OTH...

Sometimes when you're young, you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you, and you have big plans. Big plans. To find your perfect match. The one that completes you. But as you get older, you realize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you realize how the plans you made were simply plans. At the end, when you're looking back instead of forward, you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe that you're leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered.


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WEEK-NESS (LOL)...

Haven’t been updating my blog lately ‘cause I’m kind of busy. This week is ‘midterm week! ‘This means hell’s week is back! (lol). Anyways my sched is so exhausting; I have an exam from Monday to Friday (I so hate this schedule). Anyways, gtg I think I need to exercise my brain. I hope my efforts paid off, I’m soooo tired! So I think I need to unwind after this hell week (lol). So ….Later!.


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SAME OLD WEEK...

I’m soooo tired. Haven’t rewarded myself yet, but I think I need to. Well I’m planning to go out and see a movie with ‘goy. So I just received our group thesis and I’m kind of satisfied about it. There are notes written by my prof to revise and clear up. It was all good ‘cause we had a note that says good and very good! (lol) sweet! Anyways, midterm is coming up and I think I need to prepare for our much waited ‘hell week’ (lol). So I think that’s it for now. Later


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SLEEPOVER...

I love watching chick flicks and films about teenagers. I mostly love the part where friends have a sleepover where they do nothing but fun. Makeover, jumping in the bed, midnight snacks while watching DVDs, talking about boys and cool stuffs that they want. That’s what I’ve been wanting to experience growing up. I don’t have any memory about sleepovers with my friends because for one, I was never allowed to. Even if it’s about my school work or birthday of a friend or just a sleepover at a friends house my parents wont allow me to. My parents are very strict with this topic, I don’t know why this is a major issue to them so anyways I just comply with whatever they say. Well I’m only allowed to sleepovers if it’s in my relatives’ house. So anyway, I had my first overnight stay at my friend’s house just this weekend and it’s because of our thesis. I was like OMG! You’re allowing me to have an overnight with my friends? Is that for real? (lol) so I had my first ever sleepover at the age of 19. I mean what I am doing when I was younger; I only got to experience this stuff at this age and because I have a major school work that will either make or break with my studies. Overnight went well but I didn’t meet my expectations because we are busy doing our thesis. So anyways, I just hope that it’ll be the start of more overnights with friends in the future.



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WHAT A WEEK!...

This week has been very brutal! What a way to welcome the students back! Lol. My classes resume last Jan.04, 2010 I was actually not that excited ‘cause that means I have to wake up 5:30 in the morning to get on time to school for my first subject at 7am. I am really not a morning person but my schedule requires so I compromise. But I usually become pissed when school works piled up I usually work with action plan and time tables which make my work easier. So anyways, this week has been exhausting; quiz on the first day, quiz and research on the second day, the third day (which is supposed to be my rest) became the research day in the National Library for our thesis, on the fourth day revision of thesis and case study and on the fifth day three long exams! I was very much worn out this week. I had sleepless nights thinking about our thesis, I sleep late because I was reviewing for an exam, and my rest day becomes a whole day research and writing of thesis. It’s not that I’m whining or anything it’s just that this week has been really tiring, I was stressed the whole week. My mom even noticed that I looked weak and that she advice me to drink vitamins and don’t force myself to do everything. And because of the stress that I’ve been feeling I easily get irritated with people, but when I’m with my group mates I tend to keep myself cool. I am really stressed right now because my thesis deadline is soon and my groups and I doesn’t have an output yet. I really this week!

P.S. I hope next week will be better!. =)
Positivity



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BACK TO SCHOOL!...

Today is the resume of my class but I’m still not in the mood to get up in 5am holiday season is not yet over for me (lol). Anyways I was able to woke up at around 5am and I think I only got 4 hours of sleep (so much for a back to school!)so as I got to school I was shock ‘cause today we had a short quiz I was like ‘ok is that for real?’ ‘cause our brain was not yet in its usual function but glad to say I was able to answer. I was so sleepy in the class my eyes are so gloomy. I really had a wonderful holiday vacation ‘cause I get to see my grade school friends but then one thing i really missed about going to school are my friends I really missed them a lot ‘cause we never get to see each other during the break. We planned to have our late exchange gift tomorrow and I still don’t have my gifts wrap for them (lol). So that’s it. Later!.


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LAST ROUND!...

So last night I decided to hang-out with my elem friends again I really missed them so we had a last round hang-out before the resume of classes. Zeke and I went to hear mass at the church beside or elementary school we are actually hoping to see other batch mates there and so we did! (What a coincidence) anyways we had a short chat there after that we headed to our friends house to invite him to join us. I also texted my cousin and other friends to meet us, we decided to have a coffee and just chill out. I had a great time ‘cause I’m not sure when will I see them ‘cause we’ll all be busy again with school =(. Anyways that’s all good! Later!..


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